Ever since the day I was born
Spinning in this peculiar little world
Big brown eyes tinkled with exquisite mind
Waiting anxiously to grow and ripen at night
In the everyday battle to fight, I have to rise high
Looking at life, a difficult struggle, just a sad lie
In the middle of humanity I lost my sincerity
Adolescence softly shadowed across me
Another year came, surprised me entirely
Destiny was taken by an icy cold breeze
The moment when I thought I had it all seized
Why does my mind always play tricks on me
Melting me with insecurity that danger never leaves
They all say that positivism rules the kingdom of sane
Let’s shower in a utopia of vain, dance in this self-made rain
Maturity strikes as a drop of lightning falls
Destroying the pieces of maze created by the Lord
I couldn't help but want to cut the life-saving cord
Punish myself for committing the crime of stealing
Taking away beauty to stir up the chaos, so thrilling
A strategy to abuse love and emotions, or our illusions
My heart shortly fluttered telling stories as delusions
Never meant to be such a genie suffocated by collusions
Spinning in this peculiar little world
Big brown eyes tinkled with exquisite mind
Waiting anxiously to grow and ripen at night
In the everyday battle to fight, I have to rise high
Looking at life, a difficult struggle, just a sad lie
In the middle of humanity I lost my sincerity
Adolescence softly shadowed across me
Another year came, surprised me entirely
Destiny was taken by an icy cold breeze
The moment when I thought I had it all seized
Why does my mind always play tricks on me
Melting me with insecurity that danger never leaves
They all say that positivism rules the kingdom of sane
Let’s shower in a utopia of vain, dance in this self-made rain
Maturity strikes as a drop of lightning falls
Destroying the pieces of maze created by the Lord
I couldn't help but want to cut the life-saving cord
Punish myself for committing the crime of stealing
Taking away beauty to stir up the chaos, so thrilling
A strategy to abuse love and emotions, or our illusions
My heart shortly fluttered telling stories as delusions
Never meant to be such a genie suffocated by collusions
The song that jingles all day long, no love, no education, hang on
A handsome essence, sweet melody, hearty intentions, task is done
Save my pitiful soul, afflict me power not to touch the firing gun
Like water to be still, give in to ignorance, surrender to the evilness
Keen of kindness that collected an innocent sample of chivalrous
Who believed in the spirit of purity, hearts of diamond that missed the key
Devious mischief by folks intrigued, a nice gift tied by God’s misdeed
Happily ever after truly exists if you would forgo your tiny inner greed
Every story has an ending, show is over, stop the tone of condescending
I am only kidding, my love, forgive this cynical relief of sudden landing
Misuse of knowledge, a minor offence to their conservative understanding
Her monologue of repetition acts as reason, pushing forward this motion
Where is she taking me, misleading me, torturing me with her commotion
God was jealous of us, darkness prospers on the surface of the ocean
Perhaps forever meant however, confusion symbols the gold conclusion
Belle Selene Xia
14.3.2011
A handsome essence, sweet melody, hearty intentions, task is done
Save my pitiful soul, afflict me power not to touch the firing gun
Like water to be still, give in to ignorance, surrender to the evilness
Keen of kindness that collected an innocent sample of chivalrous
Who believed in the spirit of purity, hearts of diamond that missed the key
Devious mischief by folks intrigued, a nice gift tied by God’s misdeed
Happily ever after truly exists if you would forgo your tiny inner greed
Every story has an ending, show is over, stop the tone of condescending
I am only kidding, my love, forgive this cynical relief of sudden landing
Misuse of knowledge, a minor offence to their conservative understanding
Her monologue of repetition acts as reason, pushing forward this motion
Where is she taking me, misleading me, torturing me with her commotion
God was jealous of us, darkness prospers on the surface of the ocean
Perhaps forever meant however, confusion symbols the gold conclusion
Belle Selene Xia
14.3.2011
